Poem about manic depression WARNING RXPLICIT

[simple]

tired of the same shit everyday
moodswings and new things
it just wont go away
i hate this feeling but i cant stop it
it hurts to hold this but i cant drop it
its like its stuck there welded to me
and its painful i dont want it to be
people just look at me like im crazy
retarded like im that guy who farted in
a crowded elevator or a vicious alligator
in a zoo lookin back at them
but then they turn away
everyday everyday every single day
its the same old shit
i know i just said it
im tryin to get it in your head
cause sometimes i feel that id be better dead
other times i just dont want to even feel
anything because it feels as if they aren't even real
emotions are a cycle it wont stop like the rain
everday every hour every minute the pain
it makes me feel like im insane
thats why i never come out to play
cause i know just the sick things you people would say
so i would rather just lie in bed dreaming
staring out the window at the sun thats beaming
because the sun doesnt judge me or make fun of me
or hate and talk shit in front of me
behind my back and i love it for that

its hip hop lyrics i wrote when i was angry and bored
i am going to record when i find a good beat i like

please give me feedback on what you think by replying to this, i always like an opinion from people!

[Chrissy29]

I like it!

[Amanda]

I like it too, it's straight forward and to the point. It's also very rhythmic.

[Obayan]

thank you for shareing your talent with us.