Having a what's the point day
Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2018 7:45 pm
On paper all looks good. I am married to a great guy, I have 2 wonderful children, a house, family, friends, a pretty good job etc etc. But I keep asking why? What is the point? Rationally I know this is a bad time of year for me but that never makes me feel better. I have tried meds and therapy but my anxiety gets in the way or my meds stop working. I take vitamins now and they hold it all at Bay most of the time but the thoughts are still there. I feel like I shouldn't complain because, as I said, it all looks good on paper. But I can't enjoy it. I have never posted before but I am giving it a try in hopes that others agree with me. Maybe in some connection I can find...something.