This is what I want tonight

[nenkohai2]

I think I can do this and it will be for a good thing...

Tonight, just take me in your arms and let me fall to pieces. Let me cry. Cry it out. You don't have to say a word or utter a sound. Just hold me.

Come tomorrow morning, I'll dust myself off and go make us some fresh coffee.

I just need to lay it all down for a night, ya know? Forget who I am and what I am "supposed" to do. Let my body and mind do what it seems to desperately want to do.

As much as I want to apologize for heaping emotion on you or toward you, don't let me. Allow me to strip my emotional self down and do so unapologetically. Let me do this.

I promise fantastic coffee in the morning.