I really hate my body
Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2021 1:35 pm
I've always been a big girl. The last 2 years I've been working on loving myself. My confidence was growing and I was feeling great. I was happy sometimes struggling but happy and I thought my husband was happy then I caught him talking to a few women. We fought and I asked him what I could do and he told me to lose weight. He said my stomach was a turn off now. I was fat when he met me and fat when he married me. He was ALWAYS all about me. Now here we are 13 years and 2 kids later and I'm not attractive him, I am except for my stomach. Now I'm struggling. Since that fight, I've been trying. Riding a bike 10 miles, walking 2 to 3 miles, watching what I'm eating daily. I'm starving all the time. I hate myself. I hate my body. I hate how jealous I've become. I'm just not me and I'm struggling. Struggling so much.