Tired of life
Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2018 11:28 am
Sometimes, I wonder if its worth trying.
My wife has been talking to another guy, that she calls just her friend. She worked with this guy until he was fired the first of this month.
My wife would go out with her co-workers for drinks for a couple hours after work sometimes, I find out it was just usually her guy friend. Since her guy friend was fired, she has not gone out with her "co-workers" for drinks but its only been 2 weeks.
She was always late coming home from work, sometimes hours after her normal get off time without calling or texting me.
I would go hours after her shift end hearing anything, she would blame working hard.. yea right...
Since he was fired, the extremly late work hours stopped.
The other day, she came home from work, and got right on her phone, texting someone.. I did not know who at the time.
After 45 minuites of ignoring me, and texting this someone, I got mad and asked who it was she was talking to. It was her guy friend.
I asked if I could see what she was texting him, and she told me sure! But the first text I seen was him telling her, that he really misses her also. I got really upset, and started questioning why she would say something like that to someone other than her husband. Her response was that he is just a friend, and she only has one friend and its him... Well, I am sorry but I can't have female friends without her thinking I am having sex with them, so why would it be ok for her to have a guy friend....On top of that telling him how much she misses him.
I think I have been seeing this coming for a while. I have to beg her for sex, and when she does give in once every 6 weeks or so, its really not that good because she dont get into it, and only wants one permission. One of the days she came home late, we did have sex, after I begged her because I needed it and she gave in. She cried during sex, she didnt notice I seen her crying. I don't think I want to find out anymore about her guy friend, because of what she is saying to him, and how she is late all the time getting home from work, until he was fired.... I just dont know.
I have a career, and i started with a company that is not giving anyone raises. I have worked here almost 5 years, and have not gotten any type of raise. I have done a tremoundous job upgrading and making this business up to par with technology. But I cant even get an office change let alone a raise when I am practcially in a closet... And I run this department..
I have no friends, well at least none that want to hang out with me. I go to work, pick the kids up from school, feed them, do all the nightly stuff, and then we go to bed... that's my life... I take care of all the appointments for the kids cause the wife cant ever seem to leave work. I keep the house clean so wifey don't come home to a dirty house.. I don't mind doing all that.. All I ask for is sex more often, and don't talk with a guy about how you miss him. I cant prove she is cheating on me, but she is very emotionally and physically distant.
I honestly cant take it anymore. My wife, my job, my friends, no family in this state except kids.
Its been this way for years, and I am about to end it all. I am tired of trying.
My wife has been talking to another guy, that she calls just her friend. She worked with this guy until he was fired the first of this month.
My wife would go out with her co-workers for drinks for a couple hours after work sometimes, I find out it was just usually her guy friend. Since her guy friend was fired, she has not gone out with her "co-workers" for drinks but its only been 2 weeks.
She was always late coming home from work, sometimes hours after her normal get off time without calling or texting me.
I would go hours after her shift end hearing anything, she would blame working hard.. yea right...
Since he was fired, the extremly late work hours stopped.
The other day, she came home from work, and got right on her phone, texting someone.. I did not know who at the time.
After 45 minuites of ignoring me, and texting this someone, I got mad and asked who it was she was talking to. It was her guy friend.
I asked if I could see what she was texting him, and she told me sure! But the first text I seen was him telling her, that he really misses her also. I got really upset, and started questioning why she would say something like that to someone other than her husband. Her response was that he is just a friend, and she only has one friend and its him... Well, I am sorry but I can't have female friends without her thinking I am having sex with them, so why would it be ok for her to have a guy friend....On top of that telling him how much she misses him.
I think I have been seeing this coming for a while. I have to beg her for sex, and when she does give in once every 6 weeks or so, its really not that good because she dont get into it, and only wants one permission. One of the days she came home late, we did have sex, after I begged her because I needed it and she gave in. She cried during sex, she didnt notice I seen her crying. I don't think I want to find out anymore about her guy friend, because of what she is saying to him, and how she is late all the time getting home from work, until he was fired.... I just dont know.
I have a career, and i started with a company that is not giving anyone raises. I have worked here almost 5 years, and have not gotten any type of raise. I have done a tremoundous job upgrading and making this business up to par with technology. But I cant even get an office change let alone a raise when I am practcially in a closet... And I run this department..
I have no friends, well at least none that want to hang out with me. I go to work, pick the kids up from school, feed them, do all the nightly stuff, and then we go to bed... that's my life... I take care of all the appointments for the kids cause the wife cant ever seem to leave work. I keep the house clean so wifey don't come home to a dirty house.. I don't mind doing all that.. All I ask for is sex more often, and don't talk with a guy about how you miss him. I cant prove she is cheating on me, but she is very emotionally and physically distant.
I honestly cant take it anymore. My wife, my job, my friends, no family in this state except kids.
Its been this way for years, and I am about to end it all. I am tired of trying.