HURT...PISSED OFF AT THE CRUD

[4EverMe]

CRUD,
Is what I said not enough of a 'pain display?'

[4EverMe]

I am very hurt; I am not that strong now. I feel like I'm stripped raw of safety/security...anything I once knew to mean anything.

[4EverMe]

Forgive me for being stupid again. But, I feel this way. Here, the birds are so new. (Spring) They sound so beautiful, along with the gulls...

But, all I wish is to be above- not....below.
Please, someone talk sense into me again.

[4EverMe]

If anyone reads this, do something nice for somebody today. Otherwise, I write this in vain.
If you will, please share what it is.
I need to come back and check what's written...

Thank you

[4EverMe]

Thank you for the caring responses.

I feel a bit better at the moment, but there are times when I sink so low inside that I feel so void of hope. Sometimes, the only thing that helps in surviving the day is being kind and responsive to others. There truly is power in this. It's called reaching outside yourself.
But, it only works when you try it.

You all take care. One day at a time...