Depression Understood Forums

For me I guess.. Not really new here.. I mostly read
.. Sometimes respond.. But mostly read.. About people, how they struggle.. And their lives and sorrow.. And for me? It is so obvious. No money for therapy... No friends that understand. Ocasionaly hurting myself.. But mostly butteling everything.. Its so easy.. To just bury everything.. Never will I find somebody that I love (you get to understand that after 28 years) or someone that loves me
Everage life, everage erything. Another drink. Another cut. Dont even cry anymore. Everything will pass they say.. If it wasnt for my parents, passing would have been the next idea

I wish I cut offer support but that’s exactly where I am now. Drink, cut, pills, anything destructive. I want to die but I don’t want to leave my boys. I hate myself my life literally everything. So you’re not alone in your feelings.