Hello
Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2018 7:30 pm
Hello,
I am glad to have come across this site. Not that I wish for anyone to have Depression or any other problem, but sometimes I feel like I am the only person that is depressed and it's a relief to know other people have similar experiences. Honestly, I should not be depressed. I have a good husband, grown children that are on their own, a nice house and a job with a very good company. I should be skipping and singing and full of joy. Except I'm not. Every day I get up and go through the motions. Smile when it's appropriate and pretend everything is A-ok. But the reality is I'm miserable. The only way to describe how I feel is soul crushing sadness and loneliness, coupled with anger at myself for not being able to find happiness in what by all accounts appears to be the perfect life.
Thanks for letting me vent.
D.
I am glad to have come across this site. Not that I wish for anyone to have Depression or any other problem, but sometimes I feel like I am the only person that is depressed and it's a relief to know other people have similar experiences. Honestly, I should not be depressed. I have a good husband, grown children that are on their own, a nice house and a job with a very good company. I should be skipping and singing and full of joy. Except I'm not. Every day I get up and go through the motions. Smile when it's appropriate and pretend everything is A-ok. But the reality is I'm miserable. The only way to describe how I feel is soul crushing sadness and loneliness, coupled with anger at myself for not being able to find happiness in what by all accounts appears to be the perfect life.
Thanks for letting me vent.
D.