A gentle wind

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humanwastegenerator
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A gentle wind

Postby humanwastegenerator » Thu Mar 01, 2018 9:03 pm

A gentle wind that sings the heart of longing. An aching feeling in the chest. I wish to be free.
I envy the birds who watched our ugly wars from above for thousands of years.
I wish to be free from my desires.
A demon lurking inside me. A constant battle.
An overflow of emotions fragmented my words, jagged my sentences
I wish to fly, touch the sky.
fly away to a peaceful and calm saunctry
to put my long raging mind at ease
Fly fly fly fly fly
I
shall have a good dream tonight
wake up tomorrow and see everything is alright.
Laid with scars, a relic from my eczema
I am proud of these scars
It shows that i have endured great pain
so...
i will prevail
I will prevail
I will prevail
I will prevail
Come to terms with myself
come to terms with myself
come to terms with myself
break free...
I...I...I...I...I...I...I...I...I...I...I...
am so lonely...
At the end of the day........... no one is qualified enough to understand me...............
I am such an asshole
such is an asshole
too sad to go on...
i can only sleep
and hope my dream takes me to somewhere nice
some day...
these words...
can strike a resonating blow to someone
maybe long after 1 day, 10 years or after I die
but it is glad that he/she will know
there is someone just like him/her.

j2415
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Joined: Thu Jun 01, 2017 8:37 am

Re: A gentle wind

Postby j2415 » Mon Mar 05, 2018 8:57 am

Hi- How are you today? I hope you are feeling better.
Whatever pain you are facing right now, please know that we are here and we care for you.
Surround yourself with positive people who will speak hope in times of loneliness. Try also to do things that you will enjoy. Whenever I'm sad or upset, I write my feelings on the journal and it helps me to feel well, I hope it will work you too.

I pray for peace as you pass through this journey and you will overcome. Take care of yourself. Keep us posted and thank you for sharing.

LisaS
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Joined: Sun Mar 11, 2018 3:49 am
Location: Northwest

Re: A gentle wind

Postby LisaS » Sun Mar 11, 2018 4:23 am

Thank you for the poem. It is an especially bad year for me.

humanwastegenerator
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Joined: Wed Feb 07, 2018 11:33 am

Re: A gentle wind

Postby humanwastegenerator » Tue Apr 03, 2018 7:53 am

LisaS wrote:Thank you for the poem. It is an especially bad year for me.

Thank you noticing and I hope that the sadness will go away and happiness will arrive soon for you too my friend

humanwastegenerator
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Joined: Wed Feb 07, 2018 11:33 am

Re: A gentle wind

Postby humanwastegenerator » Tue Apr 03, 2018 7:55 am

j2415 wrote:Hi- How are you today? I hope you are feeling better.
Whatever pain you are facing right now, please know that we are here and we care for you.
Surround yourself with positive people who will speak hope in times of loneliness. Try also to do things that you will enjoy. Whenever I'm sad or upset, I write my feelings on the journal and it helps me to feel well, I hope it will work you too.

I pray for peace as you pass through this journey and you will overcome. Take care of yourself. Keep us posted and thank you for sharing.


Thank you for the kind words. No one around me knows how I feel. I am glad I can find sanctuary on online forums. You guys are much better than real life people


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