What is depression.
Posted: Thu Nov 16, 2017 4:06 pm
Depression to me is like carryong an evil twin on your back. Hpwever hard you try to shrug him off its impossible.
As soon as you wake he is there. Crudely whispering in your ears all the self negativity you need to hate yourself.
His engine is so robust that he is forever relentless. Even in your supposed hours of peace, while you try to grab some sanctuary in your sleep he is present.
One of the hardest things for some peiple in life is positive self affirmations. He knows this and he has one goal - your end by your own hand.
The only respite that seems to work is also his brother - drink and drugs. Even that respite is ahort lived and detrimental to your longevity.
He doesnt care. All he cares about is delivering 10 negative comments to your one positive one.
To top all this off, he takes all your energy, motivation and passion for life for this service.
Where is his opposite? Where is my angel? The kind one. Why cant he show up for once and pull the evil from around my neck.
I want to survive but he is grinding me down.
As soon as you wake he is there. Crudely whispering in your ears all the self negativity you need to hate yourself.
His engine is so robust that he is forever relentless. Even in your supposed hours of peace, while you try to grab some sanctuary in your sleep he is present.
One of the hardest things for some peiple in life is positive self affirmations. He knows this and he has one goal - your end by your own hand.
The only respite that seems to work is also his brother - drink and drugs. Even that respite is ahort lived and detrimental to your longevity.
He doesnt care. All he cares about is delivering 10 negative comments to your one positive one.
To top all this off, he takes all your energy, motivation and passion for life for this service.
Where is his opposite? Where is my angel? The kind one. Why cant he show up for once and pull the evil from around my neck.
I want to survive but he is grinding me down.