Please help...?!
Posted: Tue Oct 03, 2017 5:49 pm
Hi It's Soull
(If you would like a clearer idea of me please go to my profile and read my recent and first post before this but it is not necessary.) I'm sorry if anyone who reads this becomes as people say 'triggered' i just hope to share my experiences and give adivce.
In brief ;i've had trouble with falling out with friends where they have judged me for cutting and ignored me and have pushed me to the point of wanting to kill myself. I DO NOT BLAME THEM FOR THAT. IT IS MY OWN MIND AND MY OWN FAULT.
Anyways...
i'm having trouble again with friends My friend A is going through some stuff at home and her mum has just had and operation and her dad is always away. i want to help her but i'm not sure how. Also i feel like i'm always worrying about people and i don't know why. i blame myself for their problems and i feel like i've caused them. Also everytime i ask A if she's i feel like she only talks about herself and she doesn't really care about me. i really want to stay friends with her but i'm under a lot of stress and i can't cope. Recently i've started cutting a lot more because of friendships and i don't know how to get out and stop. i was planning to kill myself and i couldn't tell anyone because i don't want to 'trigger' my friends and make myself look pathetic because i'm meant to be the strong one for them. I need help on how to handle my friendship issues and their issues so please could you comment Thank you to anyone who reads this and i hope no one goes through anything alone and you can ask me anything and i will always try to help you. please don't ever feel like your a burden to anyone because you're not
Love Soull xoxo
(If you would like a clearer idea of me please go to my profile and read my recent and first post before this but it is not necessary.) I'm sorry if anyone who reads this becomes as people say 'triggered' i just hope to share my experiences and give adivce.
In brief ;i've had trouble with falling out with friends where they have judged me for cutting and ignored me and have pushed me to the point of wanting to kill myself. I DO NOT BLAME THEM FOR THAT. IT IS MY OWN MIND AND MY OWN FAULT.
Anyways...
i'm having trouble again with friends My friend A is going through some stuff at home and her mum has just had and operation and her dad is always away. i want to help her but i'm not sure how. Also i feel like i'm always worrying about people and i don't know why. i blame myself for their problems and i feel like i've caused them. Also everytime i ask A if she's i feel like she only talks about herself and she doesn't really care about me. i really want to stay friends with her but i'm under a lot of stress and i can't cope. Recently i've started cutting a lot more because of friendships and i don't know how to get out and stop. i was planning to kill myself and i couldn't tell anyone because i don't want to 'trigger' my friends and make myself look pathetic because i'm meant to be the strong one for them. I need help on how to handle my friendship issues and their issues so please could you comment Thank you to anyone who reads this and i hope no one goes through anything alone and you can ask me anything and i will always try to help you. please don't ever feel like your a burden to anyone because you're not
Love Soull xoxo