Does anyone here suffer from extreme anxiety and IBS. Also just being old and not enough money. Self-hatred, depression, and all that other stuff.
I was recently in the hospital for kidney stones. Those are resolved, but the bills are horrid and all this has triggered IBS (irritable bowel syndrome). The pain is tremendous and there are no consistent treatments. Some say more fiber, some say less. Frankly, I just want to die. Am in my 60's and have been fighting suicidal ideation since my teens. Learned to hate myself when I was young. Because I am fat. Have never married, had kids, had a relationship. Been laid off from jobs 5 times, so have little money. Hate my current job but desperately need it. Keep looking for pain free, sure-fire ways out of this life. But there are none. Besides, taking one's life is downright unnatural.
Please, does anyone have any suggestions. Especially for the IBS.
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