New from Argentina
Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2017 6:13 am
Finally i joined to this forum.
I discovered the chatroom some time ago, at least before this year.
Ive been through a lot, a really lot, im still with things, cant have a dicent mind set.
Sometimes all its pretty scary and unknown. Sometimes things are ok. Sometimes im with my head in the floor.
The great problem i have is dont have people to talk. This make me have a disconection and dont have my mind fixed to anything.
Dont know any have this problem, its incredibly annoying, stressing, and scary.
Dont have people to talk makes me dont feel ok to do activities,, i feel something bugging me in my mind. Like go out, or do tasks, its a something that buggs me in my mind, i go out and i feel a something telling me (ok, here you are, alone, buying stuffs, just to then go home and stay there, with you and yourself, with the stuffs you bought, and keep doing things, and staying with yourself).
But, this thing of dont have people to chat really drives me Insane, and im not using the word Insane figuratively, its really drives me insane, makes me loose my mind. I have sleeping problems too, and mood changes, heavily mood changes. In short words, my mind sometimes is a mess, and the stress i carry its a lot.
Cause, when you dont have people to chat, you try to find it. And well, the way i try to find people to chat is in online sites, forums, and etc, but ive not find many,, i thought find good people to get along in depression sites was going to be easier, but no. So, sometimes its just wake up and think "ok, with what random person im going to talk today ?", cause, always is that, talk with a different person in a chatroom site, no one that i know i have to talk. And then i try to put messages in some sites (ive been trying with fbook Depression groups, not working).
I "dont know" why im so draining my mind with all this, the thing is i finished with this in mind. I cannot handdle dont be talking with anyone. Like you noticed (if any is reading this), im writing all this like i would talking with someone (with you, the one is reading this), cause i need this, talk.
Feel this black hole in the mind its atonishing, think that this is not going to change. Sometimes im better, sometimes im like right now writing this, dont know, and talking with myself.
Cant believe my life is this, and the things in my mind are this. This is it.
Theres is any section of the forum to contact with people ? Ive been in other forums and sites, and theres a rule that you cannot post messages to find other people to chat (think that i think is very bad in something like a depression room, where people looks to that, talk with other people), this forum have that rule ? If I create a topics saying like "i would like to chat with another people, and etc", its against a rule ? Gonna start to check the forum a bit.
I discovered the chatroom some time ago, at least before this year.
Ive been through a lot, a really lot, im still with things, cant have a dicent mind set.
Sometimes all its pretty scary and unknown. Sometimes things are ok. Sometimes im with my head in the floor.
The great problem i have is dont have people to talk. This make me have a disconection and dont have my mind fixed to anything.
Dont know any have this problem, its incredibly annoying, stressing, and scary.
Dont have people to talk makes me dont feel ok to do activities,, i feel something bugging me in my mind. Like go out, or do tasks, its a something that buggs me in my mind, i go out and i feel a something telling me (ok, here you are, alone, buying stuffs, just to then go home and stay there, with you and yourself, with the stuffs you bought, and keep doing things, and staying with yourself).
But, this thing of dont have people to chat really drives me Insane, and im not using the word Insane figuratively, its really drives me insane, makes me loose my mind. I have sleeping problems too, and mood changes, heavily mood changes. In short words, my mind sometimes is a mess, and the stress i carry its a lot.
Cause, when you dont have people to chat, you try to find it. And well, the way i try to find people to chat is in online sites, forums, and etc, but ive not find many,, i thought find good people to get along in depression sites was going to be easier, but no. So, sometimes its just wake up and think "ok, with what random person im going to talk today ?", cause, always is that, talk with a different person in a chatroom site, no one that i know i have to talk. And then i try to put messages in some sites (ive been trying with fbook Depression groups, not working).
I "dont know" why im so draining my mind with all this, the thing is i finished with this in mind. I cannot handdle dont be talking with anyone. Like you noticed (if any is reading this), im writing all this like i would talking with someone (with you, the one is reading this), cause i need this, talk.
Feel this black hole in the mind its atonishing, think that this is not going to change. Sometimes im better, sometimes im like right now writing this, dont know, and talking with myself.
Cant believe my life is this, and the things in my mind are this. This is it.
Theres is any section of the forum to contact with people ? Ive been in other forums and sites, and theres a rule that you cannot post messages to find other people to chat (think that i think is very bad in something like a depression room, where people looks to that, talk with other people), this forum have that rule ? If I create a topics saying like "i would like to chat with another people, and etc", its against a rule ? Gonna start to check the forum a bit.