Salutations

[Flux]

Hello, all.

I'm a 29-year-old man, suffering from depression for most of my life.
Not sure if it started at some point or if it was always there.
I actually had a couple of years that were really good, but a few months ago it flared up again.
I never experienced any trauma (that I recall) or great loss, and objectively speaking I should be super-happy with my life... but I'm not.
I sought this place out because I wanted to find someone to talk to, someone to whom I could disclose how I really feel without fear of scaring anyone.
I do have some people in my life I can talk to, but most of the time they're not available.
So now I just sit at home wanting to talk to someone, but unable to.
Hoping to find someone I can open up to in here, and maybe help others in turn.