GOT IT! Nevermind.

[Aurelia5]

Greetings XN -
One of the best, if not the best, things I learned in high school was how to type. My general frustration level would never let me respond to any of these posts if I couldn't type.
We have community colleges here and they offer classes in all kinds of every day things, and keyboarding is one. Maybe you have something like that there. It's inexpensive and you learn a lot fast. If you could type fast enough not to lose your thread, you'd really like it. I'm trying to get my husband to go to one of those classes, but he just won't do it. He has the patience to hunt and peck, and it drives me crazy. He's a good writer, he's very humorous, loaded with good advice and he just won't even try one of the typing programs you can buy at the store.
Your writing is so interesting and full. I hope you look into this.

A.

[aim]

Sometimes, joking is the only thing that keeps a person alive. I'm a big believer in it.

[xn728]

how are you /just found out how 2 find next page /i thought it was odd i had the flashing symbol but could see nothing /im not good at spelling and the tablets make me /well you know/hope everythings ok across the world ,so strange /i click the box and off it goes /i never thought i would do this /i feel i have a place to go /no matter how bad the day /i can let it free here /i have so much pain but i need to think about it first /i compose in my head and when i feel its time i let go /everyones so kind /i was using another site simalar to this /people can send gestures and gifts /i was put of by these things /i know there kind things /but i dont feel them nessarcery /its much better on here /i use the other less and less /anyway ,best wishes ,,,,,,,,,,xn728,,,,,,

[aim]

Hey xn! So glad you found a place here! It is a nice place to be, I like it too.

I hate those gift giving sites myself! I use facebook, but I have never gotten into that stupidity.

Just so you know... My name is Amy, I'm 33 years old, a social worker, and after a very bad relationship, I'm now in a wonderful one that seems to be leading to marriage. Right now, I live with my dog, Dakota, and I'm in New Jersey, America.

Good that you're still here, xn!

[xn728]

hi amy /not my cup of tea either i do have contacts there /i wrote on my blog the reasons why i didnt like the gestures etc /i dont think i am so popular now /im not worryed i must tell the truth /i dont go on any chat sites just on here will do /i dont communicate on the outside /i cant socialise /and hate crowded places /im very quiet /in the presence of others/this makes people make friendly conversation with me /so i run like hell /i know its strange /i had every tablet going /until the lithium i was a /well i was just nothing /so i think this is it now / im not sure if you have read my childhood story /about myself and russ /im going to try and go back and find russ/theres things i need to remember/he destroyed himself all those years ago /but sometimes he appears with me and we smile together /i will think about this journey /i sure if i can remember about when russ was here it may help /sorry i was lost there for a moment/you sound like you have a purpose in life /i hope it goes ok /thanks for the replys ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,xn728

[aim]

xn... glad to hear that you are re-connecting with Russ. You sound like you are on your way to understanding Russ and loving him again.

Smiling is a good thing. A VERY good thing, huh? I do believe we need to find the joy in life and hold onto it as long as we can. I know it's hard sometimes, believe me I know, but as soon as we embrace those joyful moments? I've learned that they tend to happen more often.

Glad you are here, xn.

[xn728]

hi amy /i desroyed him and sent him to were he is now /maybe i can resurect him /he could tell me what my childhood was like /what happened on that fateful night of the fire /i dont know i think thats why i am like this /i started running all those years ago /and im still running now /i get a lot of pleasure posting on here i appreachate all the kind comments ,,thankyou again ,,,xn728 ken

[aim]

Take it easy on yourself, ok, Ken? You've been through so much... it's a lot to absorb - even years later those demons will continue to haunt you... Please post anytime you need to talk about Russ. It's been nice getting to know both of you, actually.

[xn728]

hi aurelia5 so glad you are my friend xn728,,,,,,,,,,

[aim]

Hey again all!! Just dropping a line to say hi to all of you, and that I hope you are all well. I had a rough day at work today, but luckily feeling much better and recovering from the verbal attack of a client! God. I know I'm lucky to have a job, but this one eats at my insides something awful sometimes...

Talk soon, friends.

[Aurelia5]

You poor thing. Putting up with rude clients is hard. Sabotage his file!
My sympathy.

[xn728]

hi amy ,i have to bite my tounge, but my brain can say what it likes and knowone can hear ,,,,,,,,,xn728 KEN

[xn728]

hey there Aurelia hope you come back soon ,ive seen you around ,maybe ive done somthing wrong ,maybe youre just in a bad mood like me just now ,i wont post you till your ready ,i dont want to bug you ,,,,,,later ken