screeming ,scared

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screeming in my face the visitor still has me ,
this is so frightening i fear for my sanity nothing i do gives me rest ,
my music means nothing ,i cant stop moving around on the bed
the inside of my head is on fire and my brain feels like it is coming
out of my ears ,i think only dark thoughts ,i cant stand the duvet
touching me because im so hot ,yet it freezing here ,your words and thoughts
are with me ,i thought last night i might wake today to a little light
yes i did ,for about an hour ,i just dont want to see tommorrow,im scared
and i dont know whats happening,ive had many journeys but this is a nightmare
im even thinking of something else now to take the pain away ,theres lots
of it round here ,i wouldent have to go far ,crazy !

it helps to talk here, look after your kind hearts let the warm blanket of the forum
keep you all safe tonight and forever my dear freinds ,goodnight

aim, dandelion,a5,lisa,mich,shatteredhopes,hanging on,monty,blueisgreen,crystalgaze,crybaby,warmie girl.DeepEyes
all my dear freinds, ,,,,goodnight ,,,,,,,,ken

[DeepEyes]

my friend that light of hope is always there as are we, you will always have the forum and in life its nice to know you have things you can count on, this forum is one of them as is the warmth, love and support of all those who visit it, always, and even when you're not on the forum our thoughts and care will be with you, you can always count on this place if you need to talk, you are never alone Ken, goodnight my friend and i hope you awake to that light again tomorrow x