new low ,life

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i wanted to go to a second hand store today around 8 miles away ,fran said she would be ok ,so i got myself ready and looked forward to going
we decided that i should go on the train ,i dont feel that well and concentrating driving would lesson her worry ,i got on the train around 2 miles from home left the car at the station ,been on the train 2 minutes ,fran called come home please im unwell ,i had to get off the train at the next station ,and wait 30 mins for a train back to get the car ,and returned home ,fran rang while i was waiting ,i went ballistic ,said my life is a joke i want to die ,and all i ever get is let down
ive gone to bed now ,i dont wish to live any longer ,cant take anymore ,
ive become a little evil lowlife bastard xn728