Disappointment
Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2024 7:08 am
I am 24, I recently just got accepted in a company (still for final interview) I don't know why I am feeling scared/nervous whenever I wanted to ask something to our HR in regards with my final interview schedule. I recently was feared by her when I asked to clarify about a particular interview schedule. The story was like this., on the 24th of January, i went to the office to apply for a job. When I was about to go home, she tapped me and said Ms, you come back to the office on the 25th.. I was happy and I said ok Ma'am thank you. But later, She texted me to report to the office on the 26th of January, so I got a little confused. So I asked her politely thru text to clarify. She told me on the 26th. So i went to the office on the 26th. I was full of smiles, but when she came she immediately said "You know what? I am so disappointed. Do you have a dementia or do you have a disease or something that you are not capable of understanding immediately" so from that part, I was shocked and I was really humiliated. I even explained to her that she told me before i went home to return on the 25th, but she keeps on saying "no, no, I did not say it".And then she started saying that " you know what, our company doesn't allow employee who always asks questions", she keeps on repeating the words disappointed...
So that's why I keep on questioning myself "Am I this dumb? "Am I a disappointment?"
Is this job really for me?
Everytime I want to ask question, i feel nervous,..
So that's why I keep on questioning myself "Am I this dumb? "Am I a disappointment?"
Is this job really for me?
Everytime I want to ask question, i feel nervous,..