miscellaneous
Posted: Sun Jun 23, 2019 3:02 pm
it’s 2:57 am, a monday night
i think i broke down four times today
i have no reason why
but i’ve been feeling so demotivated to do anything
i used to love doing my assignments and
i’ve always looked forward to my future
but i don’t know if i’m happy now
i don’t have the guts to own up to my own emotions
i feel like i’m alone on this path of mine
i used to know what i want to be when i grow up
now i’m a whole adult and i can’t see
the vision i created for myself
i keep running away from everything
the truth is i’m scared
i don’t have the guts to
disappoint my parents or anyone
all i do is sleep i’m not even tired
i am rushing for time to graduate
but i am not doing anything
i’m just very lost
and exhausted
i think i broke down four times today
i have no reason why
but i’ve been feeling so demotivated to do anything
i used to love doing my assignments and
i’ve always looked forward to my future
but i don’t know if i’m happy now
i don’t have the guts to own up to my own emotions
i feel like i’m alone on this path of mine
i used to know what i want to be when i grow up
now i’m a whole adult and i can’t see
the vision i created for myself
i keep running away from everything
the truth is i’m scared
i don’t have the guts to
disappoint my parents or anyone
all i do is sleep i’m not even tired
i am rushing for time to graduate
but i am not doing anything
i’m just very lost
and exhausted