Especially numb.
Posted: Wed Apr 17, 2019 12:52 pm
There's something in my brain that is disconnected. A severed wire, trying to mend but failing miserably. When there is a loud noise I don't jump or start when everyone else does, I don't react. I'm especially numb and it's becoming scary. I don't know what to do. When my friends are involved in drama, most are angry to the point of shaking or crying or anything, I don't feel it. What if I don't feel my love towards my person?? I want to feel again. If I bite my skin will I even feel it? How do I find feeling? The tips of my fingers don't feel touch it seems. Disconnected. My tongue doesn't seem to taste like it used to. Only thing I have left that I can truly feel is art and smell.