Affraid of starting my life over
Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2017 5:28 pm
Hi Everyone
Im new here and a little bit scared to to begin, however, I am stuck in a place in my life where I cannot get out of. Im going through a divorce, and I am on my own for the first time in my life.Im so scared to face anything that I find it impossible to do anything about my situation.ive realised that im not independent at all, and now I have to start over but I have no idea where to start. I burst into tears every morning when I open my eyes and realise I have to face another day. My work is suffering under all of my personal issues and I don't know how to not let it affect my performance. Im staying with friends after owning my own house, I used to have a car but now im stranded without one.Getting to work everyday is a struggle...financially Im not earning enough to get a car either..or move into a place of my own. I feel things are just too much and I don't know how to cope anymore. Im feel like im such a failure...and im so embarrassed about it that im isolating myself from everyone. Thank you for allowing me to share my story with you and I just want to say that I respect the courage of everybody on this forum to share theirs too. It is quite scary, because it makes one feel a bit vulnerable.
Im new here and a little bit scared to to begin, however, I am stuck in a place in my life where I cannot get out of. Im going through a divorce, and I am on my own for the first time in my life.Im so scared to face anything that I find it impossible to do anything about my situation.ive realised that im not independent at all, and now I have to start over but I have no idea where to start. I burst into tears every morning when I open my eyes and realise I have to face another day. My work is suffering under all of my personal issues and I don't know how to not let it affect my performance. Im staying with friends after owning my own house, I used to have a car but now im stranded without one.Getting to work everyday is a struggle...financially Im not earning enough to get a car either..or move into a place of my own. I feel things are just too much and I don't know how to cope anymore. Im feel like im such a failure...and im so embarrassed about it that im isolating myself from everyone. Thank you for allowing me to share my story with you and I just want to say that I respect the courage of everybody on this forum to share theirs too. It is quite scary, because it makes one feel a bit vulnerable.