Struggling with Bipolar- Poem

[Drifty]

Bipolar disorder is something that I can somewhat hide
Not a lot of people know how I really feel on the inside
Going up and down like a roller coaster ride
The depression can lead me to become terrified

Depression mixed with mania is a nightmare
I was so alone, felt as if no one would care
Some days I would look at the wall and stare
Other days I’d think I could become a billionaire

Wake up on days with a low mood
Can barely get out of my bed, I’m glued
I don’t have an appetite, can’t eat any food
I’m living a lonely life, extreme solitude

Wake up on days where I’m euphoric
These mood swings are making me sick
Racing thoughts, cant sleep, and being enthusiastic
I live with severe mental health issues, it’s chronic