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Ah, well.... It's 1 of those nights where I'm awake. I'm not too upset, though, as I've been passing out in the day.

I get to catch up on here, so it's all good.

I'm all for throwing out & tossing what doesn't work for me. People actually have to think something is wrong first, instead of just being oblivious, numb, tuned-out or whatever word applies for the condition.... If they have that "Something's not quite right here" feeling, the journey...

I really wish or believed they would protect me..... Unfortunately, I do not think that they would. I am not rude to clients. That's just bad business.... It's just that having a nervous condition & dealing with the angry phone calls, blistering answering machine messages, unhappy clients who wa...

You have pressure from above, pressure from behind, pressure sitting right beside you, and pressure to do the job which changes from day to day. Have I got this right? That last part was ESPECIALLY correct. It's also a small business. ____________________ ~sigh~ I was recently accused of NOT BEING ...

I was hired, I guess. It's just that I was bothered by how it all happened. #1 I feel that no one had any intention of hiring me--not even to just cover gas or appearance (to look halfway decent even). I feel they would've been content to have me volunteer for however long it would be, until main bo...

There has been this thing lately that's bothersome. I simply haven't been myself. Everyone says I've been quite angry lately. I have a temper that is returning, & I am getting to the point where I am almost not sparing anyone. My mouth has gone bad (again). I am almost a sailor. I've started say...

When I saw your title, I thought of my day.... I actually was nauseous. I got sick at "work"..... Well, it's actually work I feel that made me sick. I may end up with an ulcer, if I'm not careful.... How I tried to cope with the feeling was to sit still & not do anything for a moment. ...

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Theme songs from: DIAURA

(visual kei band) Lost November but really Shitsu Tsubasa No Seiiki (I've been humming/singing/shouting that in the mornings & it's been keeping me together.)

Also, "DISTANCE" (You are my friend) by Long Shot Party, I think---> (Naruto Shippuden opening)

I have no idea how this is going to sound, but for what it is worth, maybe reversing a spiral can start with imagination?? That is what I am using..... I'm not sure I can explain it well enough.... After imagining & wishing enough, my will returned--in some kind of way.... It's not perfect. I st...

Hang in there..... I, I think I understand.... I have a friend, too, who is not only depressed but also S-dal. It has been the hardest thing to watch. I didn't think I'd see this day where I would be strong enough to help myself and help someone else stand up to it. Seriously, I'm not sure what to d...

I painted my toenails with OPI Text Me Text You (a sort clear rainbow glitter). Now, I've got the Universe on my toes..... Are you puzzled by my previous statement? If so, my toes were originally painted black. By adding the clear rainbow glitter to the black, it's as though the glitter looks like s...

I am close again to having everything in order. The dining table, last part of the kitchen counter and the couch are lighter, although they are not perfect. The floor is being repaired in one of the rooms, so there is a ton of cement/grout dust throughout the house now. The banging was hard to deal ...

The Chakra Linux developers must use Vitamix blenders at home..... :lol: (The logo reminds me of Vitamix.) I lost the charger for my laptop.... Maybe I left it at the shop, but that may be like trying to find a needle in a haystack.... I'm looking forward to more tech-ing! I have some ideas, but I'm...

I started breaking out with acne again.... I'm not sure what's causing it, but if I had to recommend anything of a retinol treatment, then it would be Arcona Vitamin A Complex. To my knowledge, it is less toxic than a lot of other products. Of course, your mileage may vary. Use a good sunblock if yo...