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i woke as usaal at 5am ish and felt the visitor tighten its grip so as not to let me rush out and escape ,as i lay trying to acess my feelings and putting on my mental arsnel to help me trough the day ,i heard a gentle niose ,something tapping on the window ,i felt a little rush of happiness ,i didn...

yes help many times

happiness is a emotion i dont own anymore ,the visitor has it ,i would give my life ,so my wife could keep hers ,the happiness i feel with her is a model moulded in my mind ,to replace the real feelings kept captive deep inside were my soul once was ,im in bed now ,the visitor rests besides me .it d...

it was a sunny day in the uk ,it was around 18 degrees above ,the warmest day of the year ,i feel very deppressed ,the visitor has taken me down and i must lay here till the storm passes ,if i try and fight it ,the visitor will show me things i dont wish to see ,it will make me watch myself burn all...

what is happy

when young

r uss was a big part of my life