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by Joekababazae
Wed Jun 03, 2015 12:46 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Ruining my life, one day at a time.
Replies: 0
Views: 1972

Ruining my life, one day at a time.

I'm going back to college in the fall and I'm worried that I wont be able to succeed. I'm plainly addicted to video games and food (terrible combination) and I feel so alone. I never get to see my friends and pretty much every one at my job sucks. I'm constantly surrounded by my parents who I obviou...
by Joekababazae
Fri May 08, 2015 5:30 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: I'm so lonely I can't bear it
Replies: 3
Views: 3399

I know exactly how you feel. My "friends" never text me and I always have to be the one to initiate any sort of conversation, it really sucks. I'm going to a new school in the fall and I'm hoping to make better friends there but it still sucks feeling so unwanted. I feel so forgettable and...
by Joekababazae
Sun Jan 11, 2015 2:00 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Does anyone get depressed from disapproval? (social anxiety)
Replies: 6
Views: 7263

Oh I can totally relate. I'm extremely sensitive to criticism and rejection, anything other than near-perfect harmony eats away at me for quite some time. It could be from women or co-workers or my parents, it doesn't matter, I can't handle it at all. I'm so freaking fragile probably because I have ...
by Joekababazae
Sat Nov 29, 2014 12:12 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: love sickness?
Replies: 3
Views: 3757

love sickness?

I was at work the other day when I started thinking about her. I thought about her eyes, eyes as deep as the ocean. I thought about her hair, black as the night and braided perfectly. I thought about her smile, a smile that can melt any heart, even one as cold as mine. I thought about her kindness a...
by Joekababazae
Sat Nov 29, 2014 11:50 am
Forum: Art Work
Topic: A poem about suicide.
Replies: 0
Views: 7463

A poem about suicide.

I wrote this during a very dark time in my life. I thought I might share it. enjoy A lie left untouched, a life destined for failure, the clock set at birth to be rid of the boy. A childhood in fog, flailing around blindly, unable to speak or hear, feel empathy or joy. Thrown at doctors, therapists,...
by Joekababazae
Mon Nov 24, 2014 2:28 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: A poem about addiction.
Replies: 1
Views: 6811

A poem about addiction.

I wrote this for a friend who has been sober for four years. I thought you guys might like it. The Other Side: A poison enticing, a youth corrupted, the fall into darkness, a selfish sin. A sightless vision, blurred and warped, weakness letting destruction in. Hooks piercing flesh, wounds left to fe...
by Joekababazae
Sun Nov 23, 2014 1:38 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hey people
Replies: 1
Views: 2527

Hey people

Hey everyone, I just joined the site (duh) and thought I'd introduce myself/give some background. I have ADHD, Chronic Depression (Dysthymia(spelling?)), and Generalized Anxiety Disorder, you know, the usual stuff. I'm a guy in my early twenties and am currently taking a year off of college to work ...
by Joekababazae
Sun Nov 23, 2014 1:31 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Some Poem I Wrote
Replies: 1
Views: 6697

Some Poem I Wrote

The Pain: A twinge of synapse, the tiniest change, ripples sent out, his future is set. A strange behavior, abnormal condition, a desperate thought that there was hope for him yet. An existence unstable, a comfortable lie, when asked of his psyche, they replied he was fine. An invader takes root, bl...

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