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by Shybugg
Tue May 26, 2015 10:25 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Now I know for sure.
Replies: 1
Views: 3160

Now I know for sure.

She puts her hands on either side of my face, and the room falls away. I have never gotten so lost in a kiss before. And then, the space between us explodes. My heart keeps missing beats and my hands cannot bring her close enough to me. I taste her and realize I have been starving. I have loved befo...
by Shybugg
Wed May 13, 2015 5:21 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Happy Mothers Day
Replies: 2
Views: 1371

Happy Mothers Day

Dear Mom: I am not going to write about the difficult year behind us, because that is in the past, and that is where it belongs. Instead, I am going to wrote about you-after all, it is Mothers Day.I know that some days (maybe even most days) it is difficult for you to believe that you did well as a ...
by Shybugg
Mon Mar 30, 2015 12:10 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Worried I Will Self Destruct
Replies: 1
Views: 898

Worried I Will Self Destruct

Things are going pretty good for me lately. My antidepressants seem to be working, and my other health issues are under control, for the most part. And I am on my way to getting gastric bi-pass surgery to lose weight. AND I have a new boyfriend who just this weekend told me he is in love with me, an...
by Shybugg
Wed Feb 18, 2015 8:56 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Letter to My Ex
Replies: 5
Views: 1904

Not a problem. My sense of humor has always been key to my sanity. I am glad you were able to laugh. My daughter and I remain a tight little unit, and we are working it out together and seperately. My furry son has been a huge source of comfort and entertainment since I moved. He is all I need male ...
by Shybugg
Wed Feb 18, 2015 7:11 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Letter to My Ex
Replies: 5
Views: 1904

Thanks! I spoke the truth. Maybe one day, but I doubt it. I am 45 years old and am tired of games and well, just tired, lol. I am content to have my small family and a few good friends. The only man in my life poops in a box, and I am happy with that. My cat, fyi, lol.
by Shybugg
Sat Feb 14, 2015 12:42 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Letter to My Ex
Replies: 5
Views: 1904

Letter to My Ex

My Dearest Ex... And believe me, I use that term very sarcastically. I am writing this letter here because I NEED to express my feelings, but, talking to you would as usual, avail me nothing. You never cared enough to make the relationship work while we were in it, why should you care what the damag...
by Shybugg
Tue Jan 27, 2015 10:49 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Describe Depression
Replies: 2
Views: 1198

Thanks. This is something I wrote a while ago. A temporary therapist asked me to describe what depression is to me. I like your description too, it's very easy to visualize and makes sense.
I am very glad I stumbled upon this site, it has helped already in the short time since I joined up.
by Shybugg
Mon Jan 26, 2015 11:58 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Describe Depression
Replies: 2
Views: 1198

Describe Depression

[/b]Depression is.... I am naked and alone, in the dark. It is windy and cold, and the wind whispers, it sometimes howls. There are voices in the wind. I hear my stepfather, whispering,then shouting. Other times the voices I hear are my own, or my mothers, or the voice of a long ago ex. They are all...
by Shybugg
Mon Jan 12, 2015 3:13 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Can't seem to Break Free
Replies: 2
Views: 1424

Can't seem to Break Free

I could never say these things in the depression chats, so I hope you all will bear with me and just let me get it out. My situation is not improving. If anything it feels like it is getting worse. I notice a pattern. If something good happens for me, I get triple in bad things. Good thing...I helpe...
by Shybugg
Mon Dec 22, 2014 3:29 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Greetings from Winterpeg
Replies: 2
Views: 1402

I wish i could see it that clearly. I am an emotional wreck at the moment. I miss my other two children always, not a day goes by that I do not think of them and love them, and miss them. Every Christmas Eve, I light two candles one for each of them. I wish them a Merry Christmas wherever they are a...
by Shybugg
Mon Dec 22, 2014 1:04 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: A Life Wasted?
Replies: 8
Views: 2406

Thanks for the responces

I appreciate the responses to my post, did not expect any. This time of year is hard for a lot of people, I know that. I am trying to be sensitive to this. I know to some it seems I have accomplished a lot, but here it is another year about to end. I am broke, jobless,m recovering from major illness...
by Shybugg
Wed Dec 17, 2014 7:50 pm
Forum: Phobias
Topic: Arachnophobia
Replies: 5
Views: 5545

8 legged demon spawn!

My phobia did not begin til i was 8. Before that i would kill them for my mom. Not little ones, big BC spiders the size of tarantulas! You could HEAR these suckers coming. The day my phobia began started like any other. I woke up, yawned, stretched......and something dropped into my mouth! I panicke...
by Shybugg
Wed Dec 17, 2014 4:16 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: A Life Wasted?
Replies: 8
Views: 2406

A Life Wasted?

I have never felt like I fit in, ever. As far back as I can remember there has always been this disconnect, for lack of a better word between me and everyone else. Like I am forever on the outside looking in. I know i have a brain, I know I am smart...ish, but I am very practiced at self sabbotage. ...
by Shybugg
Tue Dec 16, 2014 3:21 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Greetings from Winterpeg
Replies: 2
Views: 1402

Greetings from Winterpeg

No idea if anyone will even reply to this but here goes... I am Shybugg, 45 yr old woman from Canada, recently single after a 13 year long, mostly one sided relationship. Some know my story, he cheated throughout the 13 years, sexually assaulted my sister in law, that was kept from me, and finally g...

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