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by hazeleyes
Thu Mar 24, 2016 3:03 pm
Forum: Articles and Essays | Medications: Experiences and Advice
Topic: St john's wort
Replies: 1
Views: 8203

St john's wort

Anyone have any experience with st john's wort? I think I need a med change...again :x . Meds usually stop working for me after 1 to 2 years. I'm so tired of taking medication especially when I have to keep changing them. Anyway I've sort of looked into st john's wort over the years and now I'm seri...
by hazeleyes
Wed Apr 08, 2015 11:27 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: help
Replies: 2
Views: 3113

I *feel* you...As if you pulled those words right out of my head. I wish I could say more, but right now that is all I have. Just know that you're not alone. Hang in there...
by hazeleyes
Thu Jan 22, 2015 9:11 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Feeling in-between
Replies: 1
Views: 2395

Feeling in-between

Do you ever feel not quite depressed but not quite "undepressed" at the same time? (Not sure if that makes sense-sorry) I'm not sure at this point which is worse-feeling so depressed you can barely function, or not really knowing how you feel. It's like being pulled in opposite directions....
by hazeleyes
Sun Nov 09, 2014 10:04 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: desperate for help
Replies: 6
Views: 4310

Thank you for the kind words and another good suggestion. I will give it a try. It's kinda funny, these are things that I know, ideas that I would come up with on my own. But because I'm so caught up in the middle of everything, it's hard to think and see things clearly. It's hard to take a step bac...
by hazeleyes
Sat Nov 08, 2014 7:43 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: desperate for help
Replies: 6
Views: 4310

Thank you doogie! That's a wonderful suggestion. I will try and do that with him. And thank you for taking the time to reply and even taking the time to learn more. It means a lot. I'm REALLY struggling here. Thank you!
by hazeleyes
Fri Nov 07, 2014 12:43 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: desperate for help
Replies: 6
Views: 4310

desperate for help

IS ANYONE OUT THERE A PARENT OF A CHILD WITH A MOOD DISORDER!!?? I'm at my wits end!!!!! I struggle with my own depression. But i also have an 11 year old son who has depression and anxiety. He's also been diagnosed with ODD (oppositional defiant disorder). Long story short: He just keeps sinking de...
by hazeleyes
Wed Aug 27, 2014 10:15 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Falling Apart
Replies: 3
Views: 3473

Falling Apart

Skin crawling
Mind screaming
Crying without tears

Feeling numb
Yet so much sorrow
How can that be

Thoughts crashing
Mind shattering
Ripping through my soul

Silently
Imprisoning me
How do I break free
by hazeleyes
Wed Aug 20, 2014 9:34 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: What does motivation feel like?
Replies: 22
Views: 12956

I too struggle with all these things! It's sooo frustrating! I dream, I hope, I plan, I even visualize. And still I can't seem to take that first step, whether it's a big step or a tiny one. I love to walk, especially hiking trails. And I kept saying towards the end of winter that as soon as the wea...
by hazeleyes
Wed Aug 20, 2014 9:20 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Depression all alone is killing me. ( Triggering Material )
Replies: 11
Views: 6773

Creaker, That was a beautiful poem! JonsDragonEyes, You have a beautiful, amazing soul. The world needs more people like you. I think you give light to every person you "touch" with your words. Please don't let people like your "unreal" friends drag you down. You deserve SO much ...
by hazeleyes
Wed Aug 20, 2014 8:58 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Possibly facing jail and going off xanax cold turkey. Advice
Replies: 7
Views: 7741

So glad to hear you're OK! :D
by hazeleyes
Mon Aug 18, 2014 1:03 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Will I wake up one day and it will all feel normal again?
Replies: 10
Views: 5582

Hi kalii, welcome. I am so sorry for all you have been through and what you're going through now. I hope you find some of the answers you're searching for here. Have you tried therapy? Maybe cognitive therapy would help. Also, there are things you could do to help cope with past grief that you may s...
by hazeleyes
Tue Aug 12, 2014 11:52 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: rambling thoughts of a sleepless mind
Replies: 4
Views: 3962

rambling thoughts of a sleepless mind

Have you ever felt like you don't belong? Not like socially, but like in this life. Like maybe you were supposed to be someone or something else. Maybe you were born at the wrong time or place, or century. I feel like I don't belong in this lifetime. I feel trapped in my life, in this world. Maybe i...
by hazeleyes
Sat Aug 02, 2014 9:45 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Alone
Replies: 2
Views: 2115

I am so sorry to hear that you are suffering so greatly. :( I feel you. I completely understand where you're coming from. I have been there before. I have suffered from depression all my life. I urge you to seek help. With the right therapist and the right medication, it really helps. Unfortunately ...
by hazeleyes
Mon Jul 28, 2014 6:11 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Newcomer Looking for Empathy
Replies: 2
Views: 2350

Welcome. I'm not so sure I can offer much support at the moment as I am really struggling right now. My thoughts and feelings are so skewed, blurred by this thick fog of depression. But I understand where you're coming from, and hopefully I'll be able to help out when I can think more clearly.
by hazeleyes
Mon Jul 28, 2014 5:53 pm
Forum: Art Work
Topic: Struggling
Replies: 2
Views: 6593

Struggling

What do you do
When you can't stand being you
Your world is so bleak
And you feel so weak

You forget who you are
Life is so bizarre
Sorrow so deep
But you can't even weep

Can't run
Can't hide
From the struggle
Inside

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