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by SoulInDespair
Thu Jan 01, 2009 1:35 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

Re: MY LIFE TRUELY SUCKS..

Today is the worst day of my life. I've never had a bf, I've been trying to find one for years, every time I see a guy I like I get rejected.. Now finally I found a guy (which I thought I did.) and we've been dating for 5yrs (5 wasted years..)and I thought something soon might happen between us unt...
by SoulInDespair
Sat Dec 27, 2008 9:09 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

((((BeenThere))))))))))))) Big HUGS to you. To your comment about hoping we are at "rock bottom" I have allready been through that and I am healing everyday. I still fall down some days that is why I joined this forum so on those days I have this to bring me back up. ((((((SoulInDespair))...
by SoulInDespair
Sun Dec 14, 2008 4:18 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

((((((((Beenthere)))))))))) That was the most kindest response in this forum yet, wow!! Keep on posting here often, we need these responses more. Thanks for letting me know that I have done a good job posting sometimes I think I suck at it and not really helping. ShatteredDreams, How is your boyfri...
by SoulInDespair
Sat Dec 13, 2008 9:45 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I am losing my mind i think
Replies: 5
Views: 5307

One thing that everyone hasn't mentioned here is the issues of STDs. You don't want to hop into bed with just anyone to get it over with and end up catching something that'll be with you for the rest of your life. Something, you may accidentally pass onto that special someone who loves you and you l...
by SoulInDespair
Sat Dec 13, 2008 9:28 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

(((BeenThere)))

Thank you, for that warm and enlightening post. You've made some excellent, helpful points and your encouragement is well appreciated.

Welcome To DU! :)
by SoulInDespair
Mon Dec 08, 2008 9:07 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

:cry: I don't know if I can go on like this any longer. I can't eat, sleep, I cry all the time. I'm a very lonely depressed person. I'm afraid I may do something tragic. I don't what to do anymore.. :cry: Honey, please don't do anything you'll regret later. I know it's hard right now but I'm a very...
by SoulInDespair
Wed Dec 03, 2008 9:35 am
Forum: Feedback and Suggestions
Topic: An Observation (for all the good it will do)
Replies: 20
Views: 25723

Sounds like your headed in the right directions. I did a goggle search and your forum ranks third on their list. I came here first because I found from my one goldfish forum I like to go to, that sometimes smaller forums can be more friendlier, more homey and less intimidating. The flip side to that...
by SoulInDespair
Sat Nov 29, 2008 9:13 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

Edited: I love how the date stamp on this post shows after 4am on Saturday when it is actually 8pm on Friday. LOL ((((((((((((((SoulInDespair))))))))))))))))) Thats from your other words.. now from the quote - depends on what you set your time zone at.. mines all messed up too though. lol I probabl...
by SoulInDespair
Sat Nov 29, 2008 8:12 pm
Forum: Feedback and Suggestions
Topic: An Observation (for all the good it will do)
Replies: 20
Views: 25723

Thank you, Stephen for your concern. I've been going thru alot of serious depression lately. As for making this a more friendly environment I really don't know if I have the answers for you. I do know that the other forum I visit is much more busier and I've been on that forum as long as I've been a...
by SoulInDespair
Fri Nov 28, 2008 8:54 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I've been friendless over 10yrs
Replies: 23
Views: 15599

Yeah, the forum here isn't very active. That's why I'm not here much anymore. Chatrooms to me are real scary and I get panic attacks there. I know what you mean about not having any friends. My last Real Life friend was in 2003. I recently lost a online friend right before Thankgivings Day. She came...
by SoulInDespair
Fri Nov 28, 2008 8:20 pm
Forum: Feedback and Suggestions
Topic: An Observation (for all the good it will do)
Replies: 20
Views: 25723

I haven't been here in awhile but I too have an observation. I find chatrooms intimidating and I prefer forums. I'm not a quick typist or thinker when I'm in chatrooms because I start to have panic attackes there. So I give up then and I'm sure there are other like myself. But there is no one on the...
by SoulInDespair
Thu Oct 23, 2008 6:32 am
Forum: Phobias
Topic: New Phobia?
Replies: 4
Views: 8742

New Phobia?

This may come off sounding like a joke and I don't want anyone to think I'm making light of phobias. I feel they're very real and serious issues but I think I have one that I've never heard of before...... Fear of opening ones bank statement. I very rarely if ever open my bank statement or balance m...
by SoulInDespair
Sun Oct 19, 2008 9:33 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: What Would You Have Done??
Replies: 6
Views: 5323

No not a rule. There just was no way to call her back without a number. I don't even know for sure if the operator could of traced it. This was back in the mid-80's when the helpline would shut down at night and transfer any in coming calls to the home phone of whoever was on call for that night. Th...
by SoulInDespair
Sun Oct 19, 2008 9:21 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: I am curious about something...
Replies: 10
Views: 7259

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by SoulInDespair
Sun Oct 12, 2008 10:03 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: What Would You Have Done??
Replies: 6
Views: 5323

Thanks for the reassurance. I just have these terrible thoughts that maybe I said something wrong or didn't say enough and it ended badly. Back in the 80's I tried working the helpline which would quite often get depressed people calling. We had a book of guidlines to follow in cause someone suicida...

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