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by mattyj
Thu Feb 13, 2014 4:15 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: My Story - Warning Very Long (Triggering Material)
Replies: 23
Views: 11572

Re: True Love

HI Karmel, thanks for the reply, i am going to respond paragraph by paragraph :) Hello Matty I've read everything, including the replies everyone has given you. I found quite a bit of things missing that you need to know. It seems the thought of being alone depresses you, and your thoughts turn to s...
by mattyj
Tue Feb 04, 2014 4:30 am
Forum: Your Story
Topic: My Story - Warning Very Long (Triggering Material)
Replies: 23
Views: 11572

Hello all I haven't been on here for quite some time, but thought I would give you all an update on me. A few days before the intervention order went to court I found some stuff on the computer that showed Tara had been cheating on me and almost instantly any feelings I had for her were gone...at th...
by mattyj
Fri Jan 03, 2014 6:40 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: Bullied half my life (Triggering Material)
Replies: 44
Views: 13093

how did they know you were in hospital?

and couldnt you have told the nurse to start with you didnt want to see them?
by mattyj
Tue Dec 31, 2013 4:58 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

Just the Aussie word for it...we have a doona on our bed

And because I would miss you
by mattyj
Tue Dec 31, 2013 3:19 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

a doona is a duvet

and no youre not young lady - thats an order
by mattyj
Mon Dec 30, 2013 7:55 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

We call it a Doona, not sure what americans call it...
by mattyj
Mon Dec 30, 2013 2:08 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

No dont disappear

Move on from people who bring you down, whoever that is

Dont associate with anyone you dont want to

Ignore them if they text or call, walk away if you see them in the streets
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 9:33 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

maybe you just need better people around you

you are a good person, it just sounds like the people around you mistreat you (friends parents etc)

make some new friends, meet new people, distance yourself from those currently around you, but dont disappear
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:43 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

like i said, it wasnt much, but just your few words cheered me up and grounded me a little on christmas eve, when i was as close to ending it all as i've ever been in my life. If you had disappeared before then, where would i be? Youve had a positive influence in my life and its just words on a scre...
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:38 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

CrazyLady17 wrote:No I am not what?
A little confused? Can you explain to me what you mean; sorry.

Am going to just disappear.


Sorry that no you are not was directed at your first sentence that you are better off just dissapearing

No you are not better off doing that
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:35 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

No you are not
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:32 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I Here?
Replies: 18
Views: 8370

i dont know I am so confused and scared right now - like never before in my life She told my mother that she didnt want to do this she was made to by DHS otherwise the kids would be taken into foster care and "as long as i get my shit together" by the jan 21st date then everything will be ...
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:17 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

There is obviously a reason for you to be here - you may not see it yet, but it will appear at some point - maybe your reason for being here was to cheer me up christmas eve when i felt like just going away somewhere and ending it all....There you go, theres one reason already
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:13 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

I dont mind

It may keep my mind busy

When my mind is busy it stops me thinking about my life which is a good thing

So the offer stands
by mattyj
Sun Dec 29, 2013 8:08 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Why am I still around?
Replies: 34
Views: 13345

I care, just in my current state of mind, i dont know what i can say to help ? :( Other than I do care and the offer to PM me if you ever need to chat is always open

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