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well since my last entry i have lost my temper with other half but don't near as bad as normal. where i use to blast the living hell at of him on a scale of 1-10 my temper was 12 my temper has dropped down to an 8 maybe even lower. have also lost temper with the cat but NOT hit her just yelled and s...

the last few days have not felt much at all it is like i am void of all feeling. have lost temper with OH but it just doesn't seem to bother me. it is like i am a robot and i am going through the motions. it is weird though great in a way as being this way my emotions especially my anger isn't runni...

as you have no journals here i have written this; i thought it might help to write in bits my family history and my life and read it over and over again to help me realise what had happened and that it happened years ago and they can't hurt me anymore. it is 3.44am tuesday july 15th here, and it is ...

okay things have changed here in oz since i saw a psycharist(sp) with the new medicare rules i can only see one for one free visit after that i have to pay the gap which would be $50.00AUD upwards :shock: :shock: so i have decided to go for a once of pyschartic assessment whidh i have rang up and th...

good luck with your hubby, will keep you both in our prayers. i think a lot of my anger has come to the surface again because 17 months ago i gave up smoking and i guess i am still craving for them. as for the caffiene i haven't have coffee for 15 years since the panic attacks started. perhaps your ...

thank you for your reply, i have been on antidepressants for over 10 years and whilst they helped a little in the beginning they are doing very little now. in fact one of them i am on is zoloft which i have heard that 7 out of 10 people who commit sucide are on zoloft. i have a referral to see a psy...

thank you stephen, will try and pop in sometime tonight. have to rush out and do a spot of shopping. before the sun goes down and it gets chilly.
enjoy your day everyone.

thank you for the welcome, firstly it took me ages to howe to neogiate (sp) my way around the forum, as yet i can't find the chat room. i have seen psychiatrists, one just rushed for prescription pad, no questions nothing just read my referral. the next one asked questions and wrote my answers down ...

i have had panic attacks for 15 years, i have seen 3 psychiatrist , one went straight to his presciption pad, the second asked questions and wrote my answers down, the last a female said 6you can not get over any form of abuse unless you can honestly say you enjoyed it. i have also tried hynotherapy...

thank you so much. has anyone heard or tried mood stabliser medication? i have just heard of them and i thought if i could go onto these i might not be scared or have a panic attack and i could conquer my past through councelling. is there such a medication that will help my mood? at present i am li...

mum today is your birthday, i know you didn't want me and i was a disappointment to you but what i wouldn't give toi feel your arms around me once more. i really need you mum but you passed away 2 years in august and are reunited with dad. i love and miss you mum and will keep you in my heart. never...

big hugs for warmie may your days be bright and happy

like in other post my father passed away before i was 2, my mother moved back home and i was abused, when i grew up i had so much anger in me i felt like dr jeckyll and mr hyde, when i had kids i couldn't cope and sadly abused them. for years when my anger which seems to have a life of its own took ...

i am female and live in australia, was abused as a child and now suffer with depression, panic attacks, extreme anger problems, hoping to find help here and not judgement. i have seeked help from my GP but all she does is up my meds. hoping to find help and to make friends. well that is about it,so ...

i am in australia and I lost dad before i was 2,was abused in everyway as a kid, then i abused my own kids,animals and verbally abused my OH. and for last 15 years i have suffered with panic attacks,fear of people i just feel angry 24/7 when i do lose it i kind of black out and lash out when i come ...