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by Ryan
Fri Jun 08, 2012 3:06 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: It's only getting worse (triggering)
Replies: 1
Views: 1824

It's only getting worse (triggering)

This is very hard for me to even say but everyone says this process is healthy and a weight is lifted off your shoulders. I don't believe that I still feel like I'm torn up and so defenseless. It only gets worse as I tell but I'm hoping getting this out will help me feel less of this feeling. This i...
by Ryan
Thu May 31, 2012 2:13 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: I feel like a monster
Replies: 1
Views: 2185

I feel like a monster

I know this is sooo stupid but I'm still dealing with this. Last Wedensday I finally got the courage to ask this girl I had a crush on out. I actually had to chase her down because she left class before me and I caught up to her to get to talk to her. I finally got to ask her out but she blew me off...
by Ryan
Mon Apr 09, 2012 1:01 am
Forum: Music
Topic: What I most want
Replies: 1
Views: 8282

What I most want

Before I show you this video I just want to say a few things. First off I did everything except the drums in this. I did not create this video so please please please forgive these ummm random images. The person who created this video had a google image search of arabic stuff and belly dancers so pl...
by Ryan
Mon Apr 09, 2012 12:55 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Jacked up on the taste of self-destruction
Replies: 4
Views: 3876

Jacked up on the taste of self-destruction

One of my worse problems I have with myself is self-loathing. I have anxiety which leads into depression and when I analysis myself I see all the downfalls I have. How ugly I am, how repulsive I may be to others. No matter what I change on the outside, if I get a haircut lose weight or even get corr...
by Ryan
Sat Apr 07, 2012 7:01 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: no one like me on here, unfortunately
Replies: 2
Views: 2361

Hey

I have never done drugs but I know how it feels when you feel your body image is just......you can't even go into public anymroe. I am fat, and there is no way around that when I get older I'll be getting to big and my knees won't take it anymore. I have an ugly face and had to grow my hair out to h...
by Ryan
Sat Apr 07, 2012 6:18 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: advice please?
Replies: 1
Views: 1740

Hi

I had to grow through the same thing and all I have to say is be clear of what your talking about and tell them everything. I didn't tell my parents everything and they blew me off.......had to have someone else do it for me and then help was there like that
by Ryan
Sat Apr 07, 2012 4:51 pm
Forum: Your Story
Topic: The Ex-Misanthrope
Replies: 3
Views: 3178

The Ex-Misanthrope

Misanthrope means a person who has a distrust, disgust, or hate for the human race. A cold definition to a very cold word. But this is how I thought in the past and could you really blame me? I was exposed to only the downfall or short comings of humans; Greed, abuse, hatred, imbecilic. All of these...
by Ryan
Tue Mar 27, 2012 8:25 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: Hey I'm a newbie!
Replies: 3
Views: 2883

Hey I'm a newbie!

Umm well this is my first time on here obviously lol.....and just trying to figure this out first time ever using a forum and it's very intersting

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