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by forgiven
Thu Dec 08, 2011 1:16 am
Forum: Expressions
Topic: OMG,What Do they think
Replies: 1
Views: 2077

OMG,What Do they think

Oh,may I have really been under attack the last few days,I don't even want to get out of the darn Bed and at Night I seem to run to that same Bed trying to hide the pain and frustration from the Family,My Spouse really thinks I'm a Jurk,but I'm really not trying to be,I have tried to talk to her,but...
by forgiven
Tue Nov 22, 2011 4:28 pm
Forum: Picture Gallery
Topic: Some of my photography
Replies: 14
Views: 17462

Pictures

Wow,them are some really nice pics,I do a few myself if I can figure out how tp upload them on this site,I really like the Winter one.
by forgiven
Mon Nov 21, 2011 10:24 pm
Forum: Other Thoughts, Feelings and Messages
Topic: Just want to sleep
Replies: 2
Views: 2577

Just want to sleep

Darn it just seems all I want to do is sleep,I have to go to bed before my Spouse or I will lay here half the night thinking about how unhappy I am and wondering who this person is that I'm laying next too. I have considered moving into the extra bedroom,I guess sleeping is a form of escape for Me a...
by forgiven
Mon Nov 21, 2011 6:51 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: so much sadness
Replies: 3
Views: 3081

Reaching Out

Paula,you know I am right there with ya,I even feel a little guilty for not being happy in my Marriege,I've hide nothing from my Spouse so she want be shock in anyway,she is unhappy too and it does show,she seems to hate on Me a lot,but that doesn't even bother Me anymore. Hon,I wish I could wave a ...
by forgiven
Sat Nov 19, 2011 9:56 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

dream

Hon,perhaps a dream is all it is,I was just thinking I was wrong because I haven't included my Spouse in this dream,I just don't see it,I wish I did and I wish I had the hope that We would ever get close again,what happens to that Love that you seem to have for each other way back when?how do you lo...
by forgiven
Sat Nov 19, 2011 4:06 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Failure

Obayan,Warmsoul,yea but it really feels like it,I mean I had the same Job for thirty plus years and last April I had to give it up due to Health reasons, and I made really good money,but never really like it at all,I ask my Spouse about twenty years ago why she stayed with Me if she was so unhappy w...
by forgiven
Fri Nov 18, 2011 11:09 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Settle

No,I really don't want to teach them to settle or to be treated badly,I have managed to hide this for many years,I have never spoken to anyone about these feelings ever! I accept more than my part in this and like I said I feel there's no way out,no money,no family,no where to go,so what can I do af...
by forgiven
Thu Nov 17, 2011 11:31 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Marriege

I know the real answer is NO,but when you've been staying married for your Children mostly and you've been been telling yourself for years that no one else would want you,and with the very poor self-esteem,I guess having a bad room mate is better than being alone,at least that's how it feels right n...
by forgiven
Thu Nov 17, 2011 6:45 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Real bad Week

Darn,it's been such a rotten Week,stressing about money issues and Spouse OMG she just want let up,sense I'm retire due to Medical issues and basically a House Boy,at least that's how it feels,I can do chores most of the day and if she comes Home and see's something I failed to do,she makes sure She...
by forgiven
Mon Nov 14, 2011 2:00 am
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

E.R Health

Obayan,OMG all your Health issues,I have some of these issues too,how do you deal with it? It's seems with Me the Health issues just add to the cycle of Depression that I'm in,around and around I go,along with that I had to retire due to Health also,then there's the stress of money issue and the rea...
by forgiven
Sun Nov 13, 2011 11:53 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Worthless

Obayan,It's just that with all my issues I feel so worthless and it's like there's no hope,I know this is really not the truth deep down inside,but in my Mind when the Depression seems to take over without notice,it feels so lonely and it feels like there's no way out. I have tried to reach out,Chur...
by forgiven
Sun Nov 13, 2011 9:02 pm
Forum: Living with Depression and other Related Health Concerns
Topic: Who else has Depression and Fibro
Replies: 8
Views: 4256

Bipolar/Fibro and severe Depression

Yep Crystal,I'm right there with you,along with some other Health issues. All of this just seems to feed the Depression more and poor self-esteem OMG,seems like everything I do trigers a episode,but I am still trying to reach out and up,my Faith seems to be the only one thing that's keeping me afloa...
by forgiven
Fri Nov 11, 2011 6:08 pm
Forum: Expressions
Topic: Someone Please Help Me
Replies: 7
Views: 4596

Feeling your pain

Jigzy,you such a young man and I can feel your pain,honestly you are young enough to be my Son,I have just recently joined this forum and like you I have hopes in being able to reach out,I too am a follower of Christ,however I know when I'm at Church or at a mens group I put on my Church face,I have...
by forgiven
Fri Nov 11, 2011 5:12 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Chat room

Anybody know how to get in the Chat Room with a IPAD?
by forgiven
Fri Nov 11, 2011 1:00 pm
Forum: New Member Introductions
Topic: New to Forum
Replies: 19
Views: 8403

Yep Helicon,I have struggled for years with the loveless,sexless Marriege for the most part,I've always thought about my Children growing up in a Home without there Father being there and I didn't want to be a part time Father, along with that there's no dout in my mind that my Spouse would have bee...

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